Today I dropped lit'lun off at school before going to do the horses, after doing them I picked mum up again and we went to my station to drop off my paramedic application form, I have submitted it but don't know what I am doing at the moment.
I got some more horse feed while I was up there then came home collected the hoglet and drove down to the stables again, the boss and her two girls came over to meet her in the car before I brought the horses in and went round to mums, Hoglet ran around downstairs exploring before I came home again, my husband had already left for work, he had cooked dinner for himself and Lit'lun, so when Beth came in I cooked dinner for just the two of us, only omelet and potato wedges, with beans.
All the time I felt myself getting more and more down, so down in fact that I rang my husband at work, he was busy but rang me back.
I hate this feeling.
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